POKER CARDS

I made u my king
But for u, i was just a 2 of spades
I called u darling
But all u gave me were bruises

Now i dont need u to play
Even if i still have wounds
I finally found the real jolly

Ur searching sm1 that treats u like a queen of diamonds
But keep on pray
Bc nobody will ever take off this poker masks
I swear, theyll never go away

A PAGE IN UR STORY

word after word
U thought i was ur hole book
Bc u were my entire world
But i was just smt to poke

U shown ur jolly card
"I would never get angry at u, pookie"
So i said " ur my future husband"

Suddently i became just a page
All the things u said? They were all a lie
Now i cant escape this cage
And i just want to die

THE STAR I NEVER HAD

Ur like the pole star
You guide me to the right way
Not to an alcholic bar
And saying "search alone ur way"

You never let me drown
Even when im abt to su*cide
U take me to life, right when im down
Ill always be on ur side

I wanna be ur right arm
To help u fight
The falling star sharm
That wanted to bite

(This poem isnt good as other ones i did, im sorry)

BUNNY

Im a weird being
They say "ur so funny"
But nobody cares abt how im feeling
at the end im just a bunny

Its always "dogs or cats?"
No one will ever see a hare
That is being eaten by some bats
Bc u never really know if they care

Im scared beetween wolves
They look ravenous
W those angry eyes
They always look dangerous

At the end of the day im just a stupid rabbit
Who cant even build a den
And leave that bad habbit
That i built back then

SPIDERS

Ur like spiders
U set a trap,
i fell in your eyes
And it ended up w a life snap

I hate this cobweb
Cause i belived in ur fakeness
Now i cant just fleeb
Ts is escapeless

Ur scary w ur long legs,
Ur poison is killing me
I know ive no chance to save my ass
Bc ull eat everything i have

LIGHT AT THE END

Once this was full of shadows
It was full of fears
But now i can see happy meadows
And in everywhere i can see flowers

The tunnel was long
And was pretty hard to keep walking in
But i kept strong
And it endend w a win

Im not the same dude
That entered in it that night
But i wont hide
By the monsters i once fight

UNPAIRED SOCK

Pairs of socks are everywhere
Theyre all smiling
While im sitting here,
Crying

I cant find the missing sock
It could be thrown away
Or maybe its broke
And im praying the wrong one to stay

What if they were right?
I wasnt made to be in a pair
Ill never find light
And this is not fair

WHITE PENCIL

Im the pencil nobody will use
All beacuse im not that good
I will always be in that purse
I will always wear a hood

Maybe i dont want to be noticed
Maybe im useless
But i will never be used
Im just colourless

They always leave me apart
I know is bc im useless on a white page
But one day
Ill jump out of this edge

SUMMER NIGHTS

Now my heart is in the darkness
You can only see fireflies
All because u didnt gave me a kiss
And stop looking at me w those eyes

My mouth is completly silent
You can only hear locusts
You werent worth a cent
I wish we never met on those streets

My moon is completly covered
By ur stupid clouds
I thought i was loved
All because u kept saying those words

I cant even see the stars
And keep loosing my spark
All because worthless suns
This always leaves a mark

MY FAVORITE FLOWER

Ur shaped like a rose
And ill cut off all ur spikes
Just to give u a kiss on ur nose
And look into your beautiful eyes

Ur red cheeks remind me of a lilith
Expacially when u smile
U always take away my breath
And its been like this for a while

What abt our lips?
They r shaped like home
They look like a tulip
Cause ur lips r my fav flower

Ur insecurities look like bluebells
Bc u think they r withered
But when i look at u
I always think "hes the best"

LOOSING HOPE

Im starting to loose hair
But you keep doing this
This shit always feels like you wanna change air
But all i want is a kiss

U said "its not at you to decide"
Maybe ull change ur mind
Cause all i want now is su*cide
And ur just tryin to be kind

Eating isnt on my plans anymore
I cant get your sweet words out of my ears
I just wanna hear "i love you" one time more
And you cutting off all my fears

(Ps. My past chosen name was ethan, so "tate" is the abbreviation)

IN ANOTHER LIFE?


I know u dont wanna hear anything
But what if we act like it was nothing?

Ill ask "whats your name?"
Hoping that one day it will be "your nate"
Would u be mine again?
Im not anymore the same tate.

What if we pretend to forget eachother?
Bc i cant let you get away
What if we were built for be together?
I never loved someone this way

First here